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'Kim Be Clubbin' by Jux [07 Aug 2001|02:05pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Jux made me a great new cd lastnight. It took until 5am, but its a great cd :). We also watched a movie called The Professional. It was good, but very sad :(.
I miss my baby right now. She's only been gone for two days, but damn. She's all I've been able to think about. I will see her on Friday, though, and we have a wonderful night planned ;).
I suppose I should go ahead and get ready for work, ugh. Goodnight all!!

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*Time to go dancing* [28 Jul 2001|07:44pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I am full of energy tonight for some reason. That is definitely surprising, considering that I went out clubbing lastnight, probably didn't actually get to sleep until 7am this morning, woke up at 11:15am, and I'm still feeling fine :). Lets see, what did I do today?? I would speak of lastnight, but I don't think it is relevant for my livejournal ;). This morning, I went to my family reunion. Blah. Thats about all I can say about it. I had fun talking to my brother and his wife, but damn, the actual reunion was no fun. We went to this big place with like a "man made swimming hole." It was a big concrete thing filled with water w/ sand at the bottom. The weather sucked... only the insane little kids swam in the gloominess. Anyway, before I depress myself anymore, tomorrow shall be a wonderful night. A group of us are going clubbing in Charlotte, I am far past excited :D. Well, I figured I would write just enough to let everyone know that I am still alive after all of the recent drama. Good evening...

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*Raspberry Hard Lemonade* [19 Jul 2001|12:20pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

What an evening I have had (its evening to me b/c I work 3rd shift). I started out in a wonderful mood, got ill and fell asleep, and then had a wonderful morning. :D. Soon enough I will write about the situation. For now, I think I will continue to straighten up my room, then cuddle up in the covers. Good evening to all!!!

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*HATE HATE HATE* [08 Jul 2001|08:45pm]
[ mood | good ]

I had a really good time this weekend. I went dancing both Friday and Saturday, and I met this new guy named Josh. He is so funny. Gay men make me happy :). Ralph was dancing with this guy that Josh really didn't like, so he did the hate dance, hence the subject :). We really did have a ball. I think I have a new clubbing partner. I was planning on going to Scorpio's tonight, but I'm afraid to call in. Another person that works at Denny's called in on Friday, and she got fired! Mili already doesn't like me, so I better not take any chances.
When I called Ralph at Denny's tonight, he said that Mili was trying to get him to work 3rd shift so that he could help me deep clean for the inspection tomorrow. I normally have another lady working with me until 2am, but she called in, AGAIN. She calls in all the fucking time. If Mili makes me deep clean by myself, I don't know what I'll do. She is pure evil. Sometimes I wish that she would come upon my livejournal just to see the mean things that I say about her. I'm not the only one that hates her though.
Well, I suppose I should go and get ready for work. I'll chat with everyone later :)

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*P.O.S* [01 Jul 2001|06:01pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

What a day. I wake up to one of Ralph's men asking me questions about him. I don't know what to say. I don't want to ruin anything by accident. Ralph is one of my best friends. He just tries to juggle too many men at once.
Onto other topics. I wanted to go to lunch with Holly D. today, but she ended up not being able to meet us. I then, decided to go to her house to visit her, but no one answered the door. When I got home, I messaged her to ask her if she was there, and some guy answered the im. It was her new roomate, who didn't answer the door when I was knocking. He said he didn't hear it. Damnit. So, I came home.
I am so fucking stressed out right now and I don't know why. My car is completely fucked up, it keeps over heating. So I can't take Danielle home. I think she is kinda' upset about that. I really can't help it though. No one can help it if their car just decides to fuck up. I feel extremely guilty about something that I can't fix. Ok, thats enough whining for right now.
I am currently talking to Jen on Yahoo. We have some of the most hilarious, pointless conversations. *Shut up Bitch*
Ok, I have totally lost my train of thought, so I will write later. Goodbye.

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*HELL* [29 Jun 2001|08:28am]
[ mood | drained ]

Lastnight was SOOOO busy at the big D. I had way too many visitors, too, which made it hard for me to get everything done. I didn't get out of that hell hole until 8am this morning! I can't write too much b/c I told Danielle I would get up at 2. I'll never make it if I don't get in bed soon.
I had alot of fun lastnight. Even though my baby ended up being in a really pissed off mood. Everything worked out in the end. I got to see that beautiful smile before I went in to work. I would write about the entire evening, but I must get sleep!!! Goodnight all!

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*No more drama* [26 Jun 2001|07:23am]
[ mood | good ]

This is where I stop writing about my personal life in my journal. Onto other topics, I woke up at like 2pm yesterday to Ralph spilling his guts about the Stripper. I don't think that either of us liked him very much. He was just so conceded. Ugh. Yesterday evening, I worked on my computer, and spent a little while with my parents. Then I was off to work as usual. I'm racking my brain to think of one, single, interesting thing that happened lastnight. Ummm, Naome came to visit me. I hadn't seen her in like a month or longer. It was a nice surprise. Her and Mandy had some guy passed out in the back of their car. It was funny. When they left, I was there all alone and bored as hell, as usual. I got all of my sidework done really early, though. I was out of there by 6:30am this morning. That is REALLY good compared to the times I've been getting out of there lately. Now I am home, reading www.drama-confusion.com, about to wash some clothes. Goodnight all... Zzzz...

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*The Discovery Place* [25 Jun 2001|05:15am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I had a blast today. I woke up at like 4:30pm to Ralph ringing the doorbell. He had made a little bit of money the night before, so we were still on for Scorpio's. We sat around here and talked for a while, I got ready, and we were off to Charlotte. I had gotten a message from Brandon and Kevin earlier, making sure I was still going, so we were happy to see them when we got there. Before we actually left the town of Morganton, we stopped and got gas at the Coloniel's Pantry, where one of the men inside made rude comments to Ralph about being gay and going to a gay club. We ignored that of course. So we get into Charlotte, and we're early as always, so we decide to risk it and drive around the center of town, just to see whats going on. We end up parking and walking around around. A homeless guy asked us for money, and Ralph was called a cutie by some 40 year old black lady :). Needless to say, we had alot of fun. So we leave and head back to Scorpio's. We had a blast! The place was completely packed, and as I always say, there wasn't enough oxygen for the amount of people there. I think it was even more packed this time than the last time I went, which I thought wasn't possible :). Nearing the end of our evening, Ralph meets a guy (as always), and asks me if he can come home with us. So we say goodbye to Kevin, Brandon being nowhere in site, and start on our trip back to Morganton. During this trip, I learn way more than I need to know about this guy. He's a stripper btw. I just now finished taking them to Ralph's house, and I am here, in front of my computer. I read some disturbing things in other journals tonight. Why do people automatically assume that I'm not a nice person? I won't talk about these things in my journal, but I would like to get them out in the open somehow. All I will say is that when I said,"we all know who she is," I didn't even realize that Danielle was introducing her b/c I was so damn nervous. She told me that you guys wouldn't even be there when I got there. I didn't know what to say, so at least I was able to say something. In the past I wouldn't have said a thing. I'm sorry if it sounded rude, but that isn't what I intended. Goodnight everyone...

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*Ketchup* [24 Jun 2001|04:50am]
[ mood | tired ]

I've actually had an exciting past couple of days. The night before last, Ralph, Heather, Danielle, and I went to the Cabaret. Danielle couldn't dance, of course, but we still had a great time, and I woke up beside of her the following morning, which is always wonderful :). So, I took her home really early yesterday morning, like 11am. By the time I got home it was like 12:30, and a half an hour later Jux got home from the beach. We ended up getting together and going swimming, for all of like 10 minutes. The water was chilly, I suppose because of the rain we had the day before. Anyway, Heather called me, and we all made plans to go to a movie. After the movie, we went to the new *Dreamer's* to hang out with Chris and Charles. I felt like it was a good deed kinda' thing. I knew that they hadn't had much business, and Charles had been asking me repeatedly to show up... so we did. It was extremely dead, but Heather and I still danced and had a good time. Jux was too sleepy to do anything :(. I suppose I can't leave the part out that Erin, Jenafur, and Jessica showed up. I know they probably wanted to kill me, but hey, I went there to see my friends, not to start any shit. I mean, damn, I wouldn't have minded having a friendly conversation with them, but I knew it wouldn't happen. So, anyway, after we left the club, Chris and I went to Mr. Omelet... I was sooo hungry. Right as I'm getting out of the car, Clarke pulls up in his hummer, and I see Andy inside. I see Clarke almost every night, but its always cool to chat with him. Andy on the other hand, I don't see very often. It was nice to see her, too. I went in, sat down, and had my plate of grease for the month. Ugh. The hashbrowns were good, but my cheeseburger sucked. After we finished, I went and got my car from Jux's house, and headed home, which brings me to now. My eyelids are getting heavy, so I suppose I will go to bed. I will update again soon :).

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*?!*^%$&* [23 Jun 2001|12:52pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

What a crazy fucking life :).

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*Damn* [20 Jun 2001|02:03pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

What a week I have been thru thus far. I need a break, I need to go dancing... I can't wait for the weekend. To start things off, my grandmother passed away Friday evening. So, since then, I have done nothing but attend family get togethers, not to mention the recieving of friends, church service, and the funeral. It has actually been harder on me the past few days, then it was when she died on Friday. I suppose it took a little while to get to me that the granny that I spent most of my life with, was no longer here. I was really upset yesterday.
On a lighter note, I got a full scholarship for this year at WPCC. I know, I know, its a community college, but at least I don't have to pay for an entire year. That made my parents really happy.
I'm also looking forward to getting a new car fairly soon. My dad is going to help me with it. I've been observing this really nice Honda for the past few days. A 97 civic. Its gorgeous. My brother and I stopped and checked it out today. Its in really good condition, only 53,000 miles.
On an even happier note, Danielle comes back today!!!! I've been really excited about that. Actually, the thought of seeing her is probably the only thing thats kept me sane for the past few days. She had surgery on Monday, and I've been worried about her ever since. I haven't talked to her, but I'm sure she has just been taking it easy, and spending time with her mom. I wonder if I'll get to see her today, before I go to work. One can only hope I guess.
Well, thats about it for now. Maybe I'll write more later, or in the morning when I get off work. Byeeee....

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*Surprise* [15 Jun 2001|03:37pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Yesterday was such a wonderful day. I hadn't heard from Danielle all day, and it was making me sad, so I sent her an email to tell her where I was going, and told her I'd send her a message when I got back. So I left for a meeting at work, and from there I went to dinner with Mandy, Ralph, and Matt (Ralph's new squeeze). Matt was extremely nice, and we had a really good time. As we were getting ready to leave O'Charlie's, Mandy decided to go to a movie with Ralph, which would make me have to drive home by myself. So Ralph let me borrow his cell phone b/c he knows that my car is a piece. We were trying to see if he had Danielle's number programmed in there, but he didn't, so I just went ahead on my way to Morganton. When I got home, I had a message from Danielle saying that she had a surprise for me. I was thinking that maybe she was coming home a day early or something (Tuesday). A little bit later, the phone rang and it was her. My surprise was that she was only like an hour away from me!!!! I was soooo happy. So, around 10:30pm, she came to Denny's, and she just now left to go home :). The sad thing is, I have to go to the hospital tonight to see my grandmother before they turn her life-support off :(. I love my granny, but this has just gone on for too long. She has been on a ventilator for over two months!!!! Its cruel. So my brother and I are going to to up there together. I suppose this is all for now. I just wanted to let everyone know how HAPPY I am :). Byeee!!

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*Good Morning* [12 Jun 2001|04:50am]
[ mood | awake ]

I finally woke up, and its 4am. I wonder if I still have a job? hehe. I feel like it was time for me to quit Denny's. I am seriously thinking about applying at the Center, now. I think I will go this morning :). This is how I feel. If I am going to work full-time, why not work where I get paid for working full-time, and not where I am a server 3rd shift and only get busy like 2 nights a week. 3rd shift was beginning to really get to me. I feel like I can't get anything done anymore. I never get to spend time with my friends, anymore. *See what I mean? Its driving me crazy*
*Danielle, I'm sorry I never got back online. My dad came down lastnight and told me that I needed to decide on whether to go to work or not, and I decided not.* I should've gotten up right then, but I didn't. I will have more time to talk to you now, though, until I find another job. I am going to dress up really nice today, and try to find a good job. One that takes some kind of experience, or something. Ya know? I don't want to work these awful "lots of work=no money" jobs anymore.
I think I will get offline for a little bit and get ready. I will update later on today, I promise.

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*26 hours???* [11 Jun 2001|02:51pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I think 26 hours is long enough. Its time for Kim to go to bed. I may update before I go to work. *Goodnight*

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*and I hope that you trust this heart, behind my tired eyes* [09 Jun 2001|05:10pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Ralph and I went to Hickory today, after he put alot of my makeup on, along with one of my shirts. He was so cute, and we didn't get half as many stares as we thought we would. We were going to try to meet one of his internet men that worked in Journey's, but ended up seeing another guy that he had met the weekend before. You'd just have to know Ralph, I guess :).
Onto other topics, I finally got to talk to Danielle today, so I don't have to worry myself anymore. I know I say it alot, but I do miss her VERY much. When you want to see someone, it is the only thing that runs through your mind, all day long. Or thats how my mind functions, I suppose.
Someone asked me how I was able to make my hair spike so well, today. It wasn't easy. Ok, now I'm just talking about stupid shit. I hate it when that happens. I start off of the right foot, talking about things that people just might be interested in, and then it all turns to endless rambling.
To add to my endless rambling, I just thought of something funny. I slept from 1pm yesterday to 5am this morning. Crazy huh? When I woke up, Jux was actually still awake and online, so I went to visit him. He was hungry, so we ventured over to Denny's, and Mili was being a total bitch *as usual* so we left. We ended up at Shoney's where we ate too much, and talked about funny stuff. I will miss him if he goes off to college in the fall. :(.
Can you believe that the thought crossed my mind to actually wash the outside of my car today? That doesn't happen very often :). I wonder if I will follow thru with it? As long as Danielle is around to talk to me I know it won't happen. That is ok, though, because I can always wash it another day when she is at work and doesn't have the chance to talk.
Ok, I think that is enough endless rambling. I am going to go and focus my attention elsewhere :X. Farewell...

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**I would break down at your feet, and beg forgiveness, plead with you...** [08 Jun 2001|11:52am]
[ mood | curious ]

I love that song. I know this is going to sound gross, but I left a glass of chocolate milk in here for a few days and its beginning to look funky.. hehe. I think I will remove it today.
Danielle is online, but she isn't responding to my messages. I wonder why? I FLEW home from Hickory today so that I could talk to her, I hope she appears soon :X. While in Hickory, I bought 3 new cds. Pink, Poe, and an 80's mix cd. I have been craving the first two, and bought the third just because it was extremely cheap. Actually, they were all really cheap.
Anyway, I know that I am rambling, trying to waste time until Danielle gets back to her computer. I miss her sooo much :(

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*Yawns* [07 Jun 2001|09:01am]
[ mood | tired ]

I just now got home from work. Well, actually, I got off work at 7am, went and bought some fuel injector cleaner, and filled my car up with gas. Last night was rather busy. My legs hurt so bad right now from being on my feet for 9 hours, and Mili was a bitch this morning, as usual... ugh.
Anyway, I suppose its back to the previous weekend. Yes, it was wonderful. I spent the entire weekend with a very special person. Someone who could be attached to me forever and I would never get upset. She really must be a gift from one of these mighty gods that people pray to. Or she could be a mighty goddess, herself, who knows :P. All I know is that I can't wait to see her when she returns from GA a little later in the month. I am missing her already.
I would love to write more today, but I am too sleepy, and my head is about to fall over onto the keyboard. I will get back to this later :).
*BTW, the name of the song that I am listening to doesn't pertain to anyone ;)*

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*My Four Walls, Follow Me Through My Past* [05 Jun 2001|08:17am]
[ mood | anxious ]

I had the most exciting weekend. I will get into more details later. For now, I need to get some sleep :).

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:*( [24 May 2001|09:12am]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm so bored. I didn't go to work lastnight because I'm sick :(, so I slept. Now I'm wide awake at 9am with nothing to do. I've been washing clothes and cleaning up my room... blah.
I think Erin gets out of school early today, so maybe she'll show up and we can hang out. Nothing very exciting has happened here lately. I've had this girl after me, but thats about it. I keep telling her that I am not single, but she just doesn't give up. Erin turns 18 on Sunday. How exciting :). She can start clubbing with me. *JEM, JEM IS EXCITEMENT*... I can't get that theme song out of my head!!!!!!!
I can't believe my computer desk is finally clean. I've been letting shit pile up for a LONG time now. Working third shift has messed EVERYTHING up. I can't seem to get anything done anymore. I suppose its a good thing that I am up this morning, or else I wouldn't have any clothes for work tonight.
Napster sucks so bad... ugh. I can't find anything anymore, no matter how much I jumble up the letters of the artist. I've been searching for a Dido song that I love, but it won't appear :(.
Erin... no worries :X.
Goodbye all.

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*Reach High, Doesn't Mean She's Holy* [19 May 2001|02:32pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

What a pretty song. Anyway, I know its been a VERY long time since I last updated. I apologize. Things have just been too crazy lately. I started working third shift this past week, my grandmother is in the hospital, and the Cabaret has seen alot of me. Its too much for one person. For the first time this week, I got a full nights/days sleep... 6am-1pm. I felt so good when I woke up. I felt sick to my stomach all week, and I think it was from lack of sleep, so this morning did me good.
Why is it that I log on here, ready to talk about anything and everything, and then my mind goes blank? Strange huh?
I have a feeling that Erin is upset with me. We haven't been spending as much time together lately, as we did when we first got together. *I'm sorry* I think its good to have at least a little time to yourself though. Fighting will occur if you don't take some time out for yourself. I think Erin and I are going to spend this evening together, tho, so maybe we can make up for all of the lost time :X.
Liz, I have some news for you, girl. Just find me on here or call me or something. Its about what we talked about in the Denny's parking lot on Friday night. I know the truth!!! :P.
I hope everyone has a good day, and I'll chat with you guys later :)>

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